A song of feelings

Recalling a song from one of my favorite game series of all time, Final Fantasy.

The song is very beautiful, and lately I've been recalling it, I'm not sure why... the lyrics are very meaningful as well..

Suteki Dane

Original / Romaji Lyrics	English Translation
kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni oyoida kokoro kumo ga hakobu ashita ni hazunda koe	The wind, like a heart that swam in the accumulated words The clouds, a voice that was shot into the holding future
tsuki ga yureru kagami ni furueta kokoro hoshi ga nagare koboreta yawarakai namida	The moon, a shaking heart in an unsteady mirror The stars, gentle tears in an overflowing stream
suteki da ne futari te wo tori aruketa nara ikitai yo KIMI no machi ie ude no naka	Isn't it beautiful, to walk together in each others hands I do so want to go, To your city, your house, into your arms.
sono mune karada azuke yoi ni magire yumemiru	That heart, held within your body In those confusing nights I dream
kaze wa tomari kotoba wa yasashii maboroshi kumo wa yabure ashita wa tooku no koe	The wind, its halting words are a gentle illusion The clouds, the broken future like a distant voice
tsuki ga nijimu kagami wo nagareta kokoro hoshi ga yurete koboreta kakusenai namida	The moon, a heart flowing in the clouded mirror The stars, broken and swaying, like tears unable to be hidden.
suteki da ne futari te wo tori aruketa nara ikitai yo KIMI no machi ie ude no naka	Isn't it beautiful, to walk together in each others hands I do so want to go, To your city, your house, into your arms.
sono kao sotto furete asa ni tokeru yumemiru	That face, A soft touch, Dissolving into morning, I dream.

The unforgettable experience..

Something happened yesterday, that I'll never forget...

Something which would alter my life from here on end...

Something which I'll cherish from the bottom of my heart...

Something which I want to tell out, but will never be able to be put into words...

Something which no matter how I want to tell about, it can never come out correctly...

Something.....

The word now that lingers in my mind whenever I think of it... "embraced"

It'll never mean the same for me again... it now has a totally new meaning for me... so much deeper, so much more ... intense...

So much so, that I'm at a point that I'm lost... and don't know what to do .... how do I proceed... How do I push for the better... I am lost....

rant of nothingness ..

It's interesting how life can play it's little tricks on a person ~

On one hand, everything seems to be going your way, the next thing you know it, a sunny day becomes a thunder storm... the bright sky become dark...

I've always believed that everything happens for a reason. Circumstances do change a person as well. So, is a person, really him-/her-self at the end of the day ? Or is it just a by-product of what life-experience he/she went through ?

Is he/she really true to themself ? Or are they just cheating themself, saying that it's their self, but it's actually just a façade, with their true self hidden behind it?

Just a random rant...